Hi everyone thank you for your comments, i have just finally sat down to read them all after a very long day. I have made the decision to ask my partner to move out, it not something i have decided on lightly. Our relationship has been off ever since i found out he was using in December even though i have tried my hardest to fully support him. Hes not the man i fell in love with and that breaks my heart…in a way it feels like hes died. I dont like the person i am and how im reacting to situations because of him. I cant remember ever feeling this much stress and strain in my every day life. Hes like a leach, whos sucking everything out of me. He calls me names, does nothing but sleep all day, hes snappy with my children. Hes sneaky and dishonest. Whether hes takings cocaine at the moment or if hes clean like he says he is. I dont want to spend anymore time trying to shield my kids from all this negativity. Having a conversation with his mum for the first time today, she told me she has seen him like this before and he was using in 2012 and thats why he doesnt have contact with his own daughter ( he told me another reason). He owes drug dealers alot of money aswell. Its just never ending. The trust and respect have well and truly gone.
