It definitely is mentally and emotionally challenging. That’s why I recently joined the group too.
My heart goes out to you and your little boy. You sound amazing, being so supportive but you need support too .You’ve both been through alot !
We ended up in debt a while ago and I ended up taking his bank cards off him.I felt bad because it was like I was an adult treating him as a child but it did help in the long run.I really don’t know how I got through it all before he eventually got some help,but I did and I hope that whatever happens you and your little boy come through this ok .Are there any support groups in your area or friends and family who can support you emotionally?