He turns everything round on me, blames my behaviour. When i met him i was kind caring and would have done anything for him and did and i didnt know about his cocaine addiction so to a point I enabled it for a while. Then when I stopped and I toughened up he didnt like it, thinks im a bitch. Doesnt realise he made things like this. I have changed as a person im so upset and angry and resentful towards him, but he hust blames me. Says im bitter and twisted and i should just get over it. If i wake him up when hes been asleep for almost 24 hours he will say “how is it causing you a problem im not hurting anyone” but seeing him like this is doing quite the opposite. I thought it was depression and i got him to drs and hes on tablets and to be fair i think hes had depression for years but i think the reason now is because before he was using drugs to feel normal. And now he’s apparently clean, he hasnt got that to lift him up so he comes back down to his reality of deep depression. He is honestly jekyll and hyde.
