Im currently in the process of getting him to leave my home which if im honest is heart breaking. Because deep down i love this man but i dont love the person he has become and i dont like the person i have become either. So this is something that has to happen to get some control back over my life. My ex partner (childrens dad) even has to make child arrangements through him and have no contact with me because he is paranoid something is going. Every aspect of my life is affected by this and i cant let it anymore
