Louise1505, No you’re not losing the plot, but it feels like you are doesn’t it! Its like being on a fast rollercoaster that never stops.
I’m so glad i’m off it, my husband is 5 months clean of coke after years and years of doing it sometimes recreationally, sometimes daily.
As i’ve been through it and come out the other side (at the moment, i’m not resting on my laurels as I know it could start up again) I’m happy to support anyone through this.
Sending love x