An addict has no clue or concern how their actions bounce onto other people.
My husband occasionally would text me saying he’s getting a taxi home, then 3 hours later he’d still not be home.
Coke makes you incredibly selfish, and totally void of responsibilities or concern for anyone else.
I started seeing a councillor before lockdown, because I realised that my reaction was only affecting me, he didnt give two tosses. I’d love to be able to think ‘f**k it, do what you want, i’m getting on with my life’ but frankly its impossible to react like that when you firstly care about someone’s wellbeing, and secondly fear them.