Hi, i was on here yesterday in the process of throwing out my partner because of how he was behaving sleeping all the time etc. Swore to me he was clean since xmas. That was his chance.
He left today with no where to go and finally admitted he has been using since February and almost every day £60-100 a day. Can someone tell me if this is alot? Because obviously it sounds alot in money but i have no idea. He said 1/2 gram to a gram.
Im absolutely devastated and i cant believe i didnt know again after last time i must be an absolute idiot for trying to trust he wouldn’t and believing him even though signs were there.
I should have trusted my gut.
I feel so sad not just for me but for him, he actually can not stop. It controls him completely, i didnt know it did but it does.