Hi have had to come on here because this is the only real place anyone understands. Im just trying to hold it together at home with my 2 kids while my heart is breaking.
I feel like i have had to do this because if he carried on like he was at home his addiction would have clearly got worse, it already has because its allowing him to do it. He has a family at his side for when hes ready to join in and a bed to lay in all day. I dropped him at a friends last night, he can only stay one night. So really i have made him homeless, which is killing me. He admitted everything to me just before he left, after months of me asking him and begging him to be hoenst with me. He said the worst thing for him to be doing this alone and i feel absolutely sick about it. I love and care about him, i feel protective over him and I can’t help it hes like a lost sole.