Thanks kitten mitten its the hardest thing i have ever done. The only things thats getting me through it is my kids and talking on here to people like you who understand me because anyone else just thinks I should run a mile and hates his guts they don’t understand.
I did give him the chance as a family at xmas and then behind my back from feb hes been using almost every day. The signs were there u trusted what he said i was stupid. I didnt it would happen because he wanted it so much and knew what he stood to lose. He couldnt control it obviously. Hes now got no one its killing me because hes going to go one way ot another and im scared that cocaine will win because it always has ruined every relationship even with his parents, kids everything.
But him staying here, knowing now that he was doing it explains so much about why he was like he was with me and why we argued etc. I was to an extent enabling him to have that lifestyle.