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He stopped for 4 weeks at xmas and then all this started again buy 100 times worse and hes been awful to live with. He has spent days and days in bed and he finally told me yesterday hes been doing it so hes not craving cocaine. I wish he had been this honest before it was too late. All iv begged him for is to be honest and hes told me lie after lie. And only now has he decided to be open and honest. He told me i never understood, but he wouldn’t let me because he wouldn’t talk to me about it. I could have helped more if i knew.x