Hi Hw
What was my husband like when he was using.
– moody
– snappy
– argumentative
– belittling me
– disrespectful
– sneaky
– selfish
– arrogant
– paranoid
Once I had to go away with work overnight, our daughter threw up, I was in a conference, I had 47 missed calls In 3 minutes and aggressive texts. Because why couldn’t I answer my phone. Totally irrational! The times I used to call him and he would have been able to answer but he didn’t bother.
When I got home there was coke residue in the bathroom, I said why the f**k are you doing coke when looking after our child, he asked how I knew, I said there’s coke in the bathroom. His reply angrily ‘enough for a line?’
Many things like this happened. His clean self would be ashamed if he was reminded of all these times.
It’s like living with Jekyll and Hyde, mostly Jekyll. Treading on eggshells, thinking before you speak etc.
He made me feel like I was going mad. But of course I’m not mad! xx