Yeah I just need to stop trying te her I’ve changed. I mean she got upset the other day and said she will always care for me. Personally I’m tryna resign myself to the fact that it’s done. From tomorrow I will go no contact till back end of the week when we can arrange for the kids etc.
Moving forward I do think no contact might be best. I guess what’s hard for me is I get bored at night. It’s more boredom why I talk to her I guess… but maybe cutting contact might help me