Thank you for your reply and insight into your story,
Sorry that you have also been through this, it’s truly devastating. It’s good that he is attending a rehab centre which seems he may be ready to finally stop? My boyfriend however said he doesn’t need rehab, he can do it himself, but he will look into different things that may help? Counselling maybe but I’m yet to see anything. Currently I’ve moved back home and asked for space, my head is frazzled. I do not know if I can continue in the relationship. The lies and deceit has hurt me so much I don’t know how I’ll ever trust him again. I feel like he’s starting to push me away because I’ve asked for space. Maybe it’ll make him worse but like you say I’ve got to put myself first. Hope you are okay xx