Ive been through the manipulation, that its all my fault, that im imagining things. That im crazy and that I need to see a psychologist. Thats what makes me say that you sound as if you have got out at a good time because you need to take into account that it can get much worse. The offers to change or home tests etc usually only last until they use again and again you are trying to control or manipulate them. I think you should take time for yourself and think about whether you really want to carry on as you have been so far as there is no guarantee anything will change for the better.
