Hi CAC87 and TotiG, really sorry to hear about what you’re currently going through which sounds very difficult for you.
It’s important that you speak to someone about how you’re feeling – you can call Samaritans on 116 123 (freephone), they are open 24/7.
Should you want more information on drug use, FRANK on 0300 123 6600 is a national helpline providing advice and information about drugs.
Do stay well and take care,
Adfam