I feel broken too. I’ve been with my husband for 20 years. We have 2 kids under 10. His drinking has got worse over the past 4 years. He drinks until he falls a sleep and don’t remember a thing the next day. It’s not every day. But when he drinks he’s like a different person. He says the most hurtful things to me. Because everything is my fault. It’s effecting his whole life. But he won’t get help no matter what I say. Now he wants to leave me. I feel so hurt. Like me and the kids are not worth getting better for. Lots of people have told me to leave him. But it’s not so easy is it. Especially as I love him. Although I don’t like who he is anymore.
