Yeah exactly which means really I should go out and find the invented person instead of waiting for one that might never turn up! But there’s always hope for a brighter day in my mind and I need to probs stop that thinking!
I messaged him last night and he hasn’t replied and I feel like fantastic!
Funny as when he phoned for the money the other night I said so now you want some thing I am not blocked so basically if you didn’t need the money you wouldn’t have bothered and he was like of course I would have called you in a few weeks you know me I always come back to you. I don’t doubt that but then at the same time I am the only one that puts up with the behaviour so he can come back maybe I need to be more unforgiving! He said hes going to tell me when he needs space and hes not even done that!