[cjj93]

I have broke down lost it all. Just have to get up for the boys else they’ll have no parents they’ve lost one already because his drugs mean more I couldn’t leave them without any other because of what he’s done to me. And none of his family have anything to do with the kids either I’ve literally had enough want out with it all & just smile I just want my smile back. I was the same had so much confidence I’ve now got body dysmorphia because I’m so used to being cheated on by different girls and comparing and feeling not good enough else why else would he cheat? Plus he told me a lot how ugly he thinks I am so now I do feel it like nobody else will want me x