Daydream u sound 100% like me and ur like my ex ! It’s unbelievable mine is so so selfish worse thing is he does with kids to picks them up puts th down as and wen it suits guessing along side the highs and lows we are always there wen he needs but never the other way round! I dint know for a long time it was coke and the minute he told me he’s dispearred and seen kids once since new year! So I’m guessing he’s on some constant high with his new coke head gf and we don’t come into play it’s so hard coZ I know wen he crashes and needs us the person I am like u will be there for him! I’m trying so hard to cut that cycle but it’s hard the memories the life we once had were so good and u wana get that love bk with them make them the old them again or like u say an “invented” person u dream of them being so u hold on in hope – I had all the promises the ups downs the rebuilding the bomarding of txts then the dispaearing now he’s just that deep in his own world he’s dropped me and 3 kids and isnt looking bk ! It’s scary how this drug can change someone’s mind completely!! Xx
