Hi Both,
I’m sorry to read from your posts that things are tough for you. If you would like some support from people who would understand what you are going through please contact our charity, The Icarus Trust.
We have experienced trained people that you could talk with which might help you find a way through and also find out what other help is there for you.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this helps.