Hi,
Thanks for sharing your story. It’s such a hard situation that you are in and I’m not surprised that you feel you need some support. I’m sorry that you feel isolated from your family and friends.
Perhaps you would like to contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that offers help to people, like yourself, who are dealing with a family member’s addiction. If you contact us we can put you in touch with one of our Family Friends. These are our trained and very experienced people who would listen to you and would help you to find a way forward.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this helps.
Good luck.