Ah you sound like you’ve taken as much as you can, and you definitely deserve better than this. I think in the end it gets to the point where you have to shift your focus on to yourself otherwise you end up losing you in all this. And let’s face it the behaviours that come along with addiction is just so erratic and unhealthy. I just noticed I got so stressed my mental health took a nose dive. We ain’t rehabilitation centers for these people! He, like my ex partner needs professor help, but that’s if they truly want it. Sadly, we wasn’t his rock bottom – he just left when I asked him too and doesn’t even bother with his children. Obviously, the drug lifestyle and addiction is too much of a strong hold. I’m sick of thinking about his recovery when mine and my kids are as important.
Keep talking and be kind to yourself