When your in the midst of everything you thinking is different. You have sort of anxiety and realise what your losing and then get paranoid and anxious
I took me till like day 30 to get my smile back. I’m smiling every day again and my behaviour has calmed down dramatically. I think logically. It’s only took me this long aswell because ice suffered with anxiety as well so when I argued with my ex I used to have little outbursts. Now that’s under control I feel like am back to the old me like me from 1p
0 years ago but wiser. Am happy and am smiling. If I could just explain to people using how different my life is and how worth it is to do. But like they say until someone is ready to change they wont…
All of my aspects of my life have improved and my quality of life is excellent. I’ve got money in my bank. Dont have dealers chasing me week in week out. I’m healthier I look better. My teeth are back white as they was going yellow at one point and yeah.
I might not have my wife back but it’s me now whose realised my quality of life is much better. I am loving myself and I’m a better person without her….
He will batter himself for the way he treated you. I’ve still not forgiven myself but I have accepted what I’ve done and know it cant be changed…
I hope he manages to sort himself.
If you need anything advice or w.e I can tell you what worked for me.