Louise .. Yeah I said to mine your not addicted to coke and drink your addicted to escaping reality and he admits that as well which I just think wow.
He loves the attention, can always tell what type of mood he’s in as he hates going out yet when he gets there he’s centre of attention.
This is what attracted me to him in the first place as sad as it is as he was very successful had his own business always looked nice and can talk the talk, he’s often helped me with my business as he’s got the mindset, but I feel like now when I look at him he tells me hes getting back up there and he’s going to get back to that point but I just think how? He’s always telling me reputation is everything but the more erratic he is he sticks out for the wrong reasons and people do notice it.
I suppose the bad thing is I can’t work out which person is real anymore as they have blended into one, I always ask him who he is today him or his alter ego (the addict) I mean who actually splits themself as uses an alter ego as an excuse to act like a t*at?!