Thank you for sharing with us, it’s not easy to put your story out there , however I’m hoping it gives you some comfort sharing and connecting with others.
It sounds as though youve tried to support your wife in every which way, however she would really need to want to get the support she needs
Have you thought about getting some support for yourself? Al Anon is a great place to start. They help people affected by someone else’s substance misuse.
I’ve been through hell, my story is on here if you click on my name. It’s not the same substance, however I think we all share similarities when it comes to addiction, heartache and pain.
I eventually did leave for my own sanity. I ended up having a break down. I am stronger these days (six months) on, but the affects leave a bitter taste.
Have you got a local Alcohol service around? Would she consider giving them a call perhaps?
Sending you big hugs and strength