Hey ladies, reading your stories really does help so much. I haven’t been with my partner many years but I recently found messages which prove he had lied to me for majority of our relationship (taking cocaine behind my back) even going to the toilet whilst im in bed, the lies are unreal, he used to call me paranoid and crazy. He eventually admitted to everything – that was his last chance. Which was 2 weeks ago. Last night I found an empty cocaine bag which he had hid inside the bin bag, I wouldn’t have looked if the bag hadn’t of split ? Maybe someone looking down on me. He has denied it yet again even though I know he’s lying. My hearts broken. I’ve finally ended it today and I know I need to walk away. He promised he would stop and was ready to never touch that stuff again (one night I’m away from him and look what happens). I love him more than anything and worry about him so much. However since I’ve told him it’s over I’ve heard nothing (6 hours ago). Maybe he never loved me like I thought. Very sad but we will get through this ladies, we deserve the world xxx
