[lisah]

I think that is all she has done in her life…she was under mental health services in her home town and they just medicated her for 10 years…said she was too volatile to treat. The sad thing is I’ve seen the amazing side of her…when she was drug and gambling free she was thoughtful, loving, kind…we had fun…we connected. Now I have no clue who she is anymore…aggressive, arrogant, cant string a sentence together…its awful to see.

I have very little support but do talk to a counselor each week…to work on my stuff. As for family I dong have any and friends were pushed away as she was jealous if they were male or female!