[lisah]

The sad thing is I don’t think it can be repaired…and that’s what I’m struggling with…if I walk away then what happens…she will get worse and I might lose her permanently…if I stay I’m choosing to accept how she is and all the crap and nastiness that comes with it…my head tells me to run but my heart tells me to have hope that she might change. You’re right..the change has to come from her…I just cant see that happening