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Thanks Ash.

Yes god – what a bitter pill it is. Especially when you are clueless like me and totally kept in the dark.

I hope it will last, I hope he will keep this going. He knows this is a one time deal from me.

He isn’t drinking either, so that has really helped things.

Monday to Friday things are ok, it’s more the weekends with no routines that he finds hard.