I went out for an hour on saturday but It was strictly an hour then went to a cousins house (safe zone) (drug free)
I went out today on a date had a nice day in blackpool went for something to eat. I’m genuinely really really happy and becoming content on my own.
I’ve promised myself I will learn to love myself again and that’s what am doing. Not been this happy in a very very long time. I feel like my marriage was over years back when I think about it rationally and it’s the best choice we made. I dont feel attraction to her and I dont even feel anything when I look at her I just feel like eww what was I doing I guess which is quite sad. And I’m actually starting to find that happiness finally.
I felt a bit of past guilt today because I felt I was having fun but I didnt have kids with me but I suppose that will just take getting used too it’s still early days!
The meal idea is perfect It may get him to adapt to going out again. And also do you both some good you should both go!!