My husband left in March without an argument or anything . And besides the call I got to pay a lot of money to a dealer which he seemingly owed. He has never contacted me. Can someone explain how a 14yr relationship ( four years married) no longer exists in your brain.he has left me with every bill to manage. And now is living with a woman who has to buy everything from scratch for him because when he left home he took nothing as he was supposed to be coming back. It’s daunting at times that a man can walk away from a relationship where he was cared for , he just knew that I wouldn’t accept the cocaine inside my house which was getting worse. Apparently he had been using for 10 yrs and it’s now getting the better of him. Poor money management , low to no sex drive, but had to use viagra all the time. His sperm count has also been destroyed by the drug as we went to many specialists to try to get pregnant. Is it that where he is he really doesn’t remember he had a home or he is full of shame and guilt ? Can someone explain? This drug gave him a history of leaving home to be with various women who would assist in his habit but he would always come back. This time I’ve had enough. It’s as though I’m taken for granted . The blood stained rags and pieces of your inside nose , the vomiting when u eat food after being in a binge where it’s only drugs and alcohol, the headaches. I cant understand how they see that as a good. Can someone help me understand
