Well in the end I drug tested him and needless to say he was positive. You’d know by his behaviour! Might do you good to do some research online as there’s some good tips on how to recognize when they are on it.
You can read my story if you click on my name. I do understand, as unfortunately this ended my relationship with my ex of 22 years. I also couldn’t have it around our girls. Sorry you’re going through this it’s just awful and it is confusing to say the least. In the end I had a break down over it so please look after yourself.
Surround yourself with friends and family and keep talking on here.