Hey Cath
The dealer being at the house tells you all you need to know. He may well pass a test on 31st July but that doesn’t mean he hasn’t been using, or won’t right after – addicts are resourceful, manipulative and cunning – I know, I am one.
I can also tell you that when I’m caught up in all that I don’t care if I’m alone, who I’m hurting, whether I look like a tramp, whether I have washed – I just care about getting my fix and myself and that’s it. That’s just what happens when the drugs take over
You need support with this. You can’t tackle this alone