Reading you putting this is actually helping more than you realise As my mates don’t get it!
I think I am more upset that again he’s done this and he’s laughing about it I feel seething mad he’s obviously spent a whole weekend with her not even thought about me once or any of the promises he’s made me.
I keep telling myself she doesn’t know him .. She can’t do, so he’s not changed for her has he he’s just pretending to be someone else as his main thing is he doesn’t want to be judged by past mistakes so in his mind she’s a clean slate. Half of me wants to message him and tell him about himself but I don’t want him thinking he’s got a reaction and I care the other part thinks wait till he contacts me but then am like how long is that going to be .. It just gets under my skin he thinks I am so stupid and hes basically laughing his head off doing all this stuff!! I mean obviously he’s free to do it as we are not together but why spend a whole weekend with me then ignore me and do this, obviously this is what he always does I just don’t catch him and have photo evidence!!