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It’s the him not picking me .. Again that breaks me, especially since he explained why the first time wasn’t to do with me he just needed someone who doesn’t know him but he doesnt think that now it’s like wow so again it’s not me you choose!

I know what your saying though .. funny as another Ive been friends with for a while who is a normal came and did some jobs at my house in lockdown to help me out and he went mental about it saying if he comes in a foot of me again he’s gonna kill him, kind of just feel like actually giving him a chance now as what’s good for the goose .. He can’t expect me to sit waiting for him while he’s doing the opposite!@