I think when he does turn up litrally what I am going to say is .. I love you I always will but truth is you don’t love me you don’t give 2 sh*ts unless you want something. I am not letting you make a fool or me and take advantage of my love for you anymore as loving you only actually hurts me and gets me nowhere but sleepless nights so I’ve just got to let you go.
I know what your saying but I think the dating is long over due as Ive turned down so many people based on if he comes back when it’s clear now I have wasted my life away while he’s been doing as he pleases anyway.
Like the full enormity of the situation has hit me now and I just think wow, but you know what I am not sorry for being good to him as thats who I am Unfortunaly he isn’t the same.
It’s always when you leave they stop .. amount of times I’ve heard that then it’s just a one off, honestly it’s pathetic! They are jokers litrally sad they can’t live in the real world with the rest of us and see what they are doing, like they have one life and this is how they choose to live it yet we are wasting our perfectly ok lives bothered about them!!