Yeah 100% What I do is screen shot everything so I can check back on what’s been said and when helps with the bulls*it when you can call them on it or get it straight in your own mind!
Mines been online a lot and was online on Saturday night so am thinking he’s ‘normalizing’ whatever that is ffs!!
Makes me feel worse as I slept over at the other guys house on Thursday .. litrally just slept in same bed he didnt try anything at all and he kissed me twice as we left in the morning .. I sent him a text saying wish I woke him up and he ignored it an hes ignored every message since – So just asked if he’s ignoring me to hurt my feelings for banter .. And he asked if I am on crack as what do I think he is .. Made me laugh, as clearly I’ve inherated behaviour from my main man :/
I just think wtf is wrong with me really, am I really that dismal!
Yeah can tell your fuming .. I am as well! Really want to move on but I keep coming back to him and really I am trying to replace main guy with the other guy .. an my upset over him ignoring me isn’t anything to do with him really it’s trauma from main one ignoring me.
Some sort of f*cked up is what I am :/ x