The change of routine is a most. Your have good willpower to hand over your phone and car keys when your problem is at its most tempting.
I asked me husband to delete all contacts on his phone and social media associated with drugs.
Of course he agreeded but at the end I had to do it.
I also found the name and number of the dealer hidden in his press. That was burnt.
I am slightly optimistic about his recover as I left after he went into the doctors. I went for a walk with my three children and visited my mam.
I hadn’t heard from him and his phone was “off”.
I proceeded to walk out home and my mother rang me, said he was just at the door and his phone had went dead.
I actually was actually shocked.
I waited for him where I was and we continued to walk home together.
He didn’t talk much, well it is hard to talk about much with children around.
He knows I’m at a major cross road in my life now. Sometimes I think he takes my kindness as a weakness.
His own father was a very aggressive alcoholics. Which ended in his mother and sister running away in the middle of the night.
He was left there with his older brother and the house decayed as his dad drank every day.
It was after his niece (first grandchild) who’s now 16 when his dad gave up the drink.
His dad spent years of drinking and lost everything.
I think my husband maybe is reflecting on his own childhood and loosing his mother and sister, been dragged up by an alcoholic father
He know has me and the children, a family of his own. Don’t let history repeat itself