Yes, Jenny I have been so angry at my son. I have dreams of slapping him in the face over and over. I also read a lot of books, they really help me. I need to hear what other people did in this addiction situation because the scenarios I find myself in are so shocking to me. My son has experienced so many intense and dangerous things that I was convinced would be his “bottom”. I have two daughters who are living normal lives- praise God, so it can’t all be my fault. I’ve had to reach a point with him where I support him emotionally to a point and try not to enable in any way. It’s insanity sometimes how you could hate them and love them so much.
