The day I told him to leave is the same day he realised his family knew so it was a major shock for him. Of course after going to the doctors for “help” he still went off and smoked heroin in town before coming home and waiting for me to come in and forget about it all
After his little fix and plenty of family members and I going mad on the phone to him he packed a “weekend bag” obviously high off the drug and left.
All his stuff is still here. He must think he’s gone for a week or too.
That shit completely changes a person and alters their complete mindset, to be honest it actually makes them so stupid.
Well it makes one numb of all functions and feelings.
Withdrawals take two weeks and I want him to feel the pain of it as he has tortured his children and I for months
I sound very harsh and inconsiderate now but there will be a time when you just have enough
A time will come when you choose your own self worth and the protection of your children over love