It is so hard isn’t it? Just remember it is NEVER YOU. Addicts will say whatever they can to try and make you think otherwise. I’ve been in your shoes where I have questioned if maybe I was wrong and that I was just assuming but girl, trust your gut. I have a great support system then when he relapses and tries to tell me I’m wrong and crazy, i go to them to reassure me so my mind doesn’t listen to the lies he’s saying. He clearly hasn’t accepted his problem yet and I wish I could tell you it’ll get better but it will be a long road and he will most definitely take his anger out on you and say things he does not mean. It’s up to you if that’s the life you want. I have hope mine can beat it but to be honest I really don’t know anymore.
