[hw12]

Thank you for replying. You are right.

I ignored my gut before and i swore to myself i would never ignore my instincts again.

He had the opportunity to get more tests the morning after to prove to me but he made a half arsed effort and never produced any. If that was me, and i knew i wasnt lying i would be making sure i was going to prove myself right! Think hes lying to himself to be honest. Im gutted because how much can one person take, i love him but it makes me question what im even getting from the relationship any more.