I’m not sure what I should be doing in regards to having a break. Are you having a break and will take him back if he sorts himself out or are you done with him now if you don’t mind me asking?
I did tell him a couple of months ago I was done, I couldn’t carry on with how things were. I was so set on it. Then he cried and begged me to change my mind, which I did.
Things improved for a few weeks then went back to how it was before. Now he’s signed up to a CA meeting once a week and got a sponser but still been taking coke. Although respected my boundaries by not being around the kids or brining it home.
I’ve had really high anxiety the last 2 days and today feel just constantly on the verge of tears. It’s like I can’t concentrate on my own well being ie making meals or having the energy to get up and do the house work, take the kids out. It’s like all my energy is just having this shit situation running through my head day in day out. Last 2 nights I’ve been up till 2am just can’t switch off.