Yes it feels good to have let a bit out as I have no one to talk to. The only person I talk to about this is him.
When he’s off doing it in my head I tell myself that’s it I’m done he can move out. Then soon as I see him I’m like it’s fine we’ll work through it. I’m too soft.
I do feel like if I were to kick him out I’d have peace but at the moment I just can’t do it. O have told him though this will not be my life. I’m not spending the rest of my life feeling like this, life’s too short.
I’ve also told him the next time he has a bad come down where we end up having one of those discussions that makes out I’m a terrible person and he points out all my flaws and tells me it’s my fault then he’s gone and I mean that for sure 100%
Do you feel better now he’s not around? If he sorts himself out have you thought about what would happen with your relationship then?