Hi
Thanks for posting. I’m sorry that you are struggling with your boyfriend’s cocaine habit. It is very tough for you. As Dot says he will need to help himself when he is ready to. There is help for you now though, if you would like it.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We help support people like yourself who are affected by the addiction of a partner or family member. We have trained and experienced people you could talk with if you would like to get in touch. Maybe that would help you feel less lost and ab;le to see a way ahead.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this helps.