Hi Jodie,
Really sad to read your post and hear about the horrible affect other people’s cocaine habits have had on you. I’m sorry that you don’t feel you have people around you who would understand what you are going through. I can imagine that must be very hard.
Please contact us at The Icarus Trust if you would like to speak to someone who would understand what you are dealing with. We are a charity that offer support to people going through what you are. If you make contact I can put you in touch with one of our trained and experienced people. Maybe talking with one of them will help you to decide the way ahead.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the very best to you and your family.