[sissi]

Well, he’s now officially back on it now. Been 3 days of hell, I have not slept in 2, just watching over him, worrying. He had decided at 4:00 to go work on our vehicle last night, acting crazy. He would like to stop but he says he needs more support. I agree. We’ll see what happens. I caught him hiding klonopins in his pocket. I’m honestly too exhausted to be mad. My whole body aches, I’ve had a migraine for 24 hours now. I’m just broken. Voilà.