Wow I’ve read some of these and now I feel like there’s absolutely no hope. He’s been on crack at some point this month 18 months never been on it before but he’s took it to another level god knows how much he has a day but what I do know is since he got 40,000 inheritance 2 months it obviously got worse and all gone now. That’s how bad it is. I just dont know what to do. I feel like if I cut him off I’ll get a knock on door saying he’s dead but im sick of crying, sick of feeling anxious about what he’s doing just sick of it all. I have social services on my back and the council and i it’s stressing me out my kids have nothing to do with him and he doesn’t live in the house he’s in the garden in a caravan. After a text argument yes that’s how we communicate. He basically said he’s done with us. Bit rich. So I’ve tried to detach myself he’s mesaged me in the night I’ve ignored it, today he’s text claiming he’s rang network recovery but again I’ve ignored him. I don’t believe a word he says but at the same time I desperately want it to be true and him to get help and beat it. But after reading all this I don’t feel hopeful.
