I never went on binges like that. Mine is just 1 or 2 bags on a Friday night. I’m just out for a few hours. Or if I go out I’m back at 5am when pubs shut at weekend. But I’d defo miss my kids, my kids always come 1st. My kids get everything they need. But I do feel guilty when I’m putting that shit up my nose when the money could go on my kids. But they get everything they need 1st. The problem is with people who binge for days, they have had up £800 worth on a 3 day binge. The more they have the more they want, its never exactly the same feeling as the 1st, and you just don’t care about anything else. When he’s stopped his binge it sends you really depressed, even for days, overthing to many negative thoughts, I guess then he will be regretting it all
