Well done for having the courage.
I have never posted on here before, but have always taken comfort in hearing other people’s strong moments so well done, it really is for the best.
I signed a contract for my new place tonight and it has taken every bit of strength to make myself do this for me and my daughter.
Have been with my (now ex) for 15yrs, been living a constant nightmare for past 4 years from his coke use (similar to many peoples sad experiences on here where he refused to admit it was a problem or get help). Finally had enough of this sad life I’m living on eggshells all the time and putting up with his Jekyll and Hyde personalities to start looking for a new place last week because he wouldn’t leave and I was too guilty to make him through lockdown as he has no work.
It really is the hardest when you still love them, but it’s for the best long term and wether we believe it now or later, it will get easier and life will get better.